she's just out
of rehab
manipulating
me again.
getting my
sympathy
and money.
i'll give her
anything and
everything
cause i love
her that much.
it's so hard
to love
someone
who finds
it so easy
to hurt you
but i do.
i wake up
with tears
in my eyes
and a haunting
pain in my heart.
it's a reoccurring
dream i've had
for years.
it takes
me awhile
to remind
myself that
she passed away
years ago.
the dream
is that real
and so is
my love
for her
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